people love asking the question why
friends, family, peers, teachers, everyone always fucking asks you why you do anything
why did i get a bad grade
why was i crying
why would i get angry
why am i like this
and i dont fucking know
i dont know why everyday i stare at my door and wonder if i have enough time to chug a bottle of pills before anyone would notice
i dont know why i lock myself in my room and cry
i dont know why i loathe everything about myself from my looks to my personality to the fact ive been on this website for years
people always say reach out and get help, and i fucking try, okay? i try talking to friends and family, and they do the same! they still ask why!!
BECAUSE I JUST DO!
BECAUSE I STARE AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR AND THINK “Wow, my parents made a big mistake giving birth to me”
BECAUSE THERE IS NO ONE IN THIS WORLD THAT HATES MYSELF MORE THAN I DO
and i dont know why
and god i just need to feel like there’s something to live for
because out of everything, i dont know why im still alive
1 comment
I feel your pain.
A past employer once asked me “why do you want time off”?
I thought the answer was obvious.
“Cuz I’d like to quit working for a few weeks”.
Just be honest when they ask why.
Chances are they won’t like your answer but who gives a shit?
PS; Try to think happy thoughts.