The fact is no rational thought I have will be my own. It will be what I was told to say. If I say for example: “Life is worth living”, that is other people saying that. I don’t think that, I think life and people are terrible, and no one should of been born in this ball of hell.
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Ya I don’t think it is either. Guess that’s why I’m here. My suicide date I set for August 1, 2012. Since then, the only mission I have has been to get out of this body, this life and this world. Would’ve ended it then and should have but didn’t know how to. Still working on the “could have” part, because I still really don’t know how to.
I’m learning more, but between you and me, I say this every day, but I hope it happens soon……
Shh gotta go
Well maybe all the other thoughts are irrational and yours are the rational ones. It’s not irrational to feel like life isn’t worth living if you’re feeling so much pain. I think that’s completely rational. I wonder how people can be so happy. What’s the secret? Am I missing something or did I gain something I can’t get back?
cant get rid of*
I suppose I’m sorry mankind exists, but I’m more sorry how out of hand it has gotten
Rationality doesn’t exist. Say what you think no matter how out of line it may seem to those that don’t understand you. You’ve found a family here that knows what you’re going through and will help the best they can. I’m here and so are many others. My door are open for you to use. Feel free to talk to me whenever you need to.
And most people are idiots anyway, who needs them? I bet you could beat down anyone who puts you down!