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by namelessqueer

I don’t know that I can wait death out.  I thought that if I wasn’t good enough or strong enough to take my own life that maybe I could just live life and wait it out because death comes eventually and what does it matter if I die now or in thirty years.  It’s all the same bullshit. I don’t know if I have the patience required for this plan.  My heart is heavy today with the weight of things unsaid. Once more I’m tired. But I don’t know what to do because I know I’ll just fail once more unless i do something inconsiderate that would cause more trauma.

 

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lost.in.space 8/23/2018 - 10:30 am

you can wait. it’s okay. tomorrow will be better, i hope you will be better 🙂 you can do this buddy!

Lifelong Loser 8/23/2018 - 7:44 pm

I can’t wait that long. My planned method will save me 30 to 50 years of suffering.

Hazy Day Sunflower 8/23/2018 - 8:33 pm

Heavy hearts seem to be a thing this week.

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