What are some things that make your life hard?
What are some things that you struggle with?
How did your life changed in the last decade or year?
Do you have any soulfull relationships?
1.) Myself primarily and pornography addiction secondarily.
2.) I struggle with addiction, depression, pride, & poor choices.
3.) I am a decade older, in some cases wiser, and much poorer (see #2 for why).
1The past and past mistakes also being borderline and the whole package(ie feelings of abandonment due to a loss of friends and to many suicide attempts to count)
2 i struggle with suicide swallowing dangerous items as a form of.self.harm. Feelings of abandonment perverted thoughts. Thoughts of wanting to harm others. Keping friends. Finding indepence dying
3 my life.changed in the last year my parents started putting locks on everything to keep me.safe i got threatened with being institutionalized or.unable to live with my family .i lost all my so called friends and the one i do have left is to busy for me so she has become fake.i had my first legit psychotic break. And went to some weird white space in the process were i was outside my body spinning actually it was pretty cool
I dont really have any soulful relationships at this moment mostly everyone is negative or leaves and each time they do i trust a little less each time.
What makes my life hardest is the loss of friends and loved ones. soul mates disappearing, none appearing… I believe that love could really save many of us, but it isn’t meant for everyone. Another tough thing in my life is the loss of my daughter, and going through these years without any support around me.
1) Human beings.
2) Turtle shells.
3) My life has changed radically by remaining almost exactly the same.
4) I have cats. I think that might count, but I dunno what that means.
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1.) Myself primarily and pornography addiction secondarily.
2.) I struggle with addiction, depression, pride, & poor choices.
3.) I am a decade older, in some cases wiser, and much poorer (see #2 for why).
1The past and past mistakes also being borderline and the whole package(ie feelings of abandonment due to a loss of friends and to many suicide attempts to count)
2 i struggle with suicide swallowing dangerous items as a form of.self.harm. Feelings of abandonment perverted thoughts. Thoughts of wanting to harm others. Keping friends. Finding indepence dying
3 my life.changed in the last year my parents started putting locks on everything to keep me.safe i got threatened with being institutionalized or.unable to live with my family .i lost all my so called friends and the one i do have left is to busy for me so she has become fake.i had my first legit psychotic break. And went to some weird white space in the process were i was outside my body spinning actually it was pretty cool
I dont really have any soulful relationships at this moment mostly everyone is negative or leaves and each time they do i trust a little less each time.
What makes my life hardest is the loss of friends and loved ones. soul mates disappearing, none appearing… I believe that love could really save many of us, but it isn’t meant for everyone. Another tough thing in my life is the loss of my daughter, and going through these years without any support around me.
low self asteem, loneliness.
1) Human beings.
2) Turtle shells.
3) My life has changed radically by remaining almost exactly the same.
4) I have cats. I think that might count, but I dunno what that means.