What do you need the most?
I need to drink a beer or some wine but l don’t have money.
Nobody listens to me, to what l want and l’m thinking how to get myself what l need.
I have a problem: l don’t like, believe in this monetary system, this is why l have problems.
Nobody cares.
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I need weed and internet connection 😀
What is it like?
Weed is kind of like someone giving you a concussion and then tickling you. It makes your mind really muffled, but it also makes you giggle. A bit like being tipsy, I guess.
It used to work on me like that when I was begining with smoking. Now its more like it just calms me down, makes me less emotional I guess. Also atleast I get to look forward to something every day (even if its just getting high). But the thing is weed works totally differently on everyone and even other strains work differently and the same strain can effect you differently when you are in a different mood and so on… so you just have to try it yourself I guess.
I need to buy a pistol or a rifle from either pawn shop or through a private seller… it’s getting kind of ridiculous I have been trying to end my life for ten years…and the only thing standing between me and my suicide is potentially a background check, but mostly the reason I haven’t committed in the last 6 years is because I don’t have the extra money to buy a gun .. otherwise I can’t think of any other ways to end my life, which is giving me a bad time because I’ve been trying to kill myself for at least ten years, but I really thought I would have committed already by 6 years ago…….. I don’t know, I may have to find a cliff to jump off
I’m not trying to encourage you to commit suicide, but the result is actually pretty much the same whichever way you do it anyway.
Oh whatever you say will not change my mind it would be nice to be encouraged I suppose because it’s really what I’ve wanted for the last 15 or so years .. you don’t get help when you are a suicide you have to essentially kill your self from scratch … every day for me is the same thought.. hopefully I can kill myself soon … so then I try my darndest to understand how I could kill myself with what resources I have available and end up disappointed because I can’t figure out how to succeed in suicide …. then I just sit and wait and nothing is ok and ever has been
I have however picked up the peaceful pills handbook and hope to possibly fly to Mexico City to get n*mbutal
Mostly I just hope to buy some sort of gun from a seller around my hometown so I can shoot my self
Been waiting for what 15 years to commit and just would be nice to finally finish it up
I was just saying that as neutrality, I won’t try to persuade you into keeping on either. I’m neutral, you do you.
If you do, I hope the peaceful pills are indeed peaceful.
Oh peaceful or not, whatever does the trick. I don’t care if it is painful because it is more painful and just insanity to continue living
I have no reason to live. Why continue?
I have an extreme distaste for not being dead. Life is horrendous.