Inhaling helium gas is going to be my way out. I can’t forgive myself for having sex with two gay guys. And I am hetero.I can’t sleep, I can’t eat. I can’t focus on school. And everything is my fault.My mother told me not to have sex with gays but I had..All I wanna do is die to put an end to a life full of mistakes. I hope I will find peace in my death and that you will find peace too either if you stay alive or kill yourselves.