Do you think about suicide? For me, it seems to be nearly every 2 hours, or so. Nothing seems to stop me from planning for it. Even on a “good day”, the suicidal thoughts are still there.
I don’t keep track but sometimes everyday but I just rebound back on my own due to bipolar or some other bullshit right now I am feeling pretty good maybe because nothing bad has happened but I am smart enough to know the longer I am alive the more opportunities I have to want to die or commit suicide despite the fact I probably never will in terms of suicide of course I will eventually die but currently I don’t want it to be by my own hands although I wish I had something to do or live for but I don’t what to do with my life.
I’m not sure exactly how you define this…. I don’t actually go through planning things even daily, but I do get impulsive urges to attempt maybe about 4ish times per day.
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I don’t keep track but sometimes everyday but I just rebound back on my own due to bipolar or some other bullshit right now I am feeling pretty good maybe because nothing bad has happened but I am smart enough to know the longer I am alive the more opportunities I have to want to die or commit suicide despite the fact I probably never will in terms of suicide of course I will eventually die but currently I don’t want it to be by my own hands although I wish I had something to do or live for but I don’t what to do with my life.
Pretty much 24/7, I’m so depressed now that I’m using that as a way to cope
I feel like that myself too.
Sorry that your going through this too, it really sucks
It does, but it becomes a part of you eventually.
It ‘s a constant presence, I’d say.
More often than I care to admit.
Almost constantly.
I plan on killing myself in about 6 months, if I can make it that long.
A rapidly escalating amount.
Suicide in a spring daze.
At one time it was hourly.
I’m not sure exactly how you define this…. I don’t actually go through planning things even daily, but I do get impulsive urges to attempt maybe about 4ish times per day.
It definitely escalated within the last 3 days… hope something eventually does it for me, can’t stand to be in my own head anymore.