Pain is normal and those of us experiencing chronic pain on a never ending basis know how hard it is to make friends, keep friends. Im lonely, and made a friendship, which turned out to nothing but lies. It took the edge off and gave me a chance to breathe. Now more lies has even shattered the way i would ignore everything just because I was so desperate for company and the distraction.now it’s over i’m finding the pain is worse, my whole body has tightened up, I grit my teeth so hard I break them. I want to give up on this shit life but have people who want me around, how do i get the courage to end this nightmare journey..it’s 17 years of pain, and other things are going wrong, I need out, but debate myself daily on how hurt other people would be, at the same time think of ways how to vanish and end it, no longer can i even think straight..had to just put type down or explode…for all of us struggling..I wish you well, good luck and Im sorry you too are living lives like ours
4 comments
I know exactly what you’re going for, i been experiencing my chronic pain for 3 years. I haven’t really done anything since i been experiencing it. I feel so worthless, and make matters worse, people treat me worthless. I’m only 21 years old. But lets talk about something outside of pain. This world is so pathetic Go about your day, try to make friends. Try to act human, and watch how people treat you. I’m talking about the ones with dirty looks, wouldn’t give you the time of day, and all the POS that speak bad on you. I got diagnosed with fibromyalgia and i get treated like crap for having it. What a wonderful life. I will end it soon. If life can’t be free and beautfiul ,end it
Yes.. People suck. Making and keeping friends has been so difficult for me, my whole life.
Getting and keeping a job has now become impossible.
My savings is dwindling down.
I can’t wait until this life is over. I just wish I could end it right now.
Life is so overrated.
f
Try without *p h a r m a ceuticals*, comment should post then.