God, I’m tired… pressure from all sides, both offline and online….. even my safe haven is starting to put pressure on me…. I want to help people, but it hurts every time I do… like I’m powerless to help people or that I’m being hypocritical…. I think of death often, but I’m afraid of it. I push people away, yet ask why I feel so alone. I’m afraid of anything physical, yet I crave affection. I sleep next to a box of straight razors at night, but I can’t look at them…. I hate this… I want it to end…
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How I feel too ??
Your comments are very close to home for me. I too feel like there’s so many things I want to do to help people but it only ends up causing pain for me as well. I see people that I care about that I would do anything to help them but I feel like I just don’t know the way to do it.
Don’t be afraid of what you long for. Think about the peace it will grant you. I would make a terrible counselor hahaha
The contradicting life is not an easy life. It’s like you’re pulled apart and don’t even know, who you are anymore.