December 5th, 2018 by AgentQ

If you fundamentally despise your own existence, than any and all actions are equally purposeless. It makes no difference to drive your car into this building and die or accept an offer for a great job and marriage proposal. Every action is equally meaningless, because you know all roads will lead back to the emptiness inside you — the bottomless void inside you which you’ve been burdened with filling: handful after pathetic handful of pleasure and hope and commitment, knowing throughout all the toil that it is a fruitless endeavor.

Knowing all the while the only thing keeping you standing is the framework of reasoning your mind has built to justify why the task continues and to justify why within this task you entertain some notion of fairness and commitment.

 

 

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