I dont know why. Im here alone in my home, disappointed im not sitting at rock bottom emotionally. I feel empty and uncomfortable, but not sad. I just want to be as depressed as possible. I dont think i deserve happiness, and really i dont want it. Started cutting few days ago and probably have around 40-50 cuts on my left arm already. I guess its comforting looking at my arm atleast..
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Also, thought id leave this here in case said person reads this.. Whoever recommended
Faith No More, Angel Dust as a final album to listen to.. Fucking thank you, this album is amazing.
Fo sho.
Agreed.
Yeah all I’ve ever wanted was to commit…. working on it
I just want out of this funk. That’s all I’m asking for someone at least to be my friend.