Ye man I´m professional at procrastinating… I ´ve always been lazy and smoking weed everyday for the past 2 years hasnt helped too. Sofar doin fine at school even when I dont learn at all and hardly pass my attendance (last year of high school) but if I will not change my habbits I wont be able to stay on university for sure. I am trying to change… Why does it hurt so much to do anything? I mean people are supposed to find joy in work and stuff but for me it has been nothing but annoying so far. I would just smoke weed, take drugs and play video games all day long. I feel guilty tho. Am trying to change recently… You can try too man. It´s all about the fking mindset. I try to catch myself every time I start to pity myself and spiral down. It´s so annoying and hard to notice and consciously get out of it, sometimes impossible but necessary… Try to be positive. There is never too late to do something my friend.
I remember you liked the Scarlxrd song I posted here.
youtube.com/watch?v=wBUl_YtWuYA
This may be my new favorite song from him if u interested. Fkin amazing. Perhaps it could calm ur emotions just a bit. I wish you best man.
[Chorus]
In the sky, no one’s watching us
In the sky, no one’s waiting
The angels will fall off
The angels will fall
[Verse]
How long can I pretend I’m fine?
And my limits, they won’t leave my mind
I don’t know how much I can take
I don’t know how much I can take
No if anything I bettered my life. I moved out of an abusive household….although not one id really consider abusive but everyone else seems to think what I went through was just horrible I guess they are right if I’m here but compared to other things I’ve heard I just feel in comparison it’s not that bad
Heyy, how you doin HDR? I have it similar as you may know. Not really “abusive abusive” but my dad is a selfish overgrown child that is completely blinded by his opinion and perception and can´t once in life admit he is wrong and that has left some markings in me for sure. Also he beat me up a bit when I was little.
Unless you’re dead, it’s impossible to completely give up your chances for a better future.
College obviously isn’t working out for you, so try to find something that you love doing in the meantime (easier said than done, I know). It could always lead to something much better, you never know.
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Ye man I´m professional at procrastinating… I ´ve always been lazy and smoking weed everyday for the past 2 years hasnt helped too. Sofar doin fine at school even when I dont learn at all and hardly pass my attendance (last year of high school) but if I will not change my habbits I wont be able to stay on university for sure. I am trying to change… Why does it hurt so much to do anything? I mean people are supposed to find joy in work and stuff but for me it has been nothing but annoying so far. I would just smoke weed, take drugs and play video games all day long. I feel guilty tho. Am trying to change recently… You can try too man. It´s all about the fking mindset. I try to catch myself every time I start to pity myself and spiral down. It´s so annoying and hard to notice and consciously get out of it, sometimes impossible but necessary… Try to be positive. There is never too late to do something my friend.
I remember you liked the Scarlxrd song I posted here.
youtube.com/watch?v=wBUl_YtWuYA
This may be my new favorite song from him if u interested. Fkin amazing. Perhaps it could calm ur emotions just a bit. I wish you best man.
[Chorus]
In the sky, no one’s watching us
In the sky, no one’s waiting
The angels will fall off
The angels will fall
[Verse]
How long can I pretend I’m fine?
And my limits, they won’t leave my mind
I don’t know how much I can take
I don’t know how much I can take
No if anything I bettered my life. I moved out of an abusive household….although not one id really consider abusive but everyone else seems to think what I went through was just horrible I guess they are right if I’m here but compared to other things I’ve heard I just feel in comparison it’s not that bad
Heyy, how you doin HDR? I have it similar as you may know. Not really “abusive abusive” but my dad is a selfish overgrown child that is completely blinded by his opinion and perception and can´t once in life admit he is wrong and that has left some markings in me for sure. Also he beat me up a bit when I was little.
Well I just posted the jist of my story if you want to read it although it’s kinda long. Lol
A little better getting my story off my chest that’s for sure. I’ve always wanted to share it but it was so long I didn’t bother.
Unless you’re dead, it’s impossible to completely give up your chances for a better future.
College obviously isn’t working out for you, so try to find something that you love doing in the meantime (easier said than done, I know). It could always lead to something much better, you never know.
Drpping out of college was my greatest mistake in life when I was 20. Fortunately I started and finished another degree.
In my case, complete lack of relationships and purpose killed life.
Considering dropping my college classes and just do whatever I want. I know that it probably wouldn’t work out though.