it feels gloomy and everyone is sad. you cannot mention being sad anymore cuz everyone wants to die and it sucks way too much. why are we all so sad? and the thing is when someone i care about tells me they want to die i understand them way too much that i cant convince them not to. same with ana my lover and one of my great friends have it and they dont want to recover and i absolutely get them. but they cant stay like this. wheres the magic recipe to fix this broken world.
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Not everyone is sad. Just those of us who are too smart to by the lie that we matter. I understand what you are saying though. It’s hard to comfort people or talk them out of something that you yourself are in. If you want to get out of it find ways to distract yourself. I can’t provide any solution, but distractions work as a neutral because it doesn’t make anything better, but also doesn’t make them worse. There is no magic recipe and there is no broken world. We are all stuck in our minds and some of us are a little too smart.
yes yes i see that but even now random people are mentioning such things as a joke or as if that competition of “who has it worse” but you know yeah distractions are a good way. fuck this its so hard to just find reasons trying to justify this life.
Agreed. That’s why I’m going out soon. I’m tired of distracting myself with bullshit just because other people don’t want me to go because they haven’t yet realized the pointlessness of life.
We prefer helping someone else than ourselves. Sometimes we discover that suffering together feels horrible and it makes us miserable, we’d prefer being the only one with this view of the world so no one would ever have to suffer at our place. But the best and hardest thing to do is not to help, not to stay alone just to suffer together i think.
I guess the cold hard truth’s that GoodLuck’s right. There is no magic recipe, no broken world. As best we can feebly manage to determine, it’s all indifferent. However, emotions get at us, constructs to arrange, maintain, and propagate social order, keep the species going…pretty sure there’s enough of us by now though
Yeah. And I don’t really think it’s emotions that keep us going and such. It’s instinct.
so to see we live because we are alive? i think so too.
Yes.
the more you think of it the sadder it gets. we exist because we just do… just like everything else,, there isnt a reason behind why the earth spins or anything we just like to feel like we know when in fact we know nothing