I’m supposedly a friendly guy, well at least that’s what the people I know tells me. But I think it’s a lie.
Right now I’m waiting for my college to start on June, and the weird part is my whole weeks almost a month passes by before I talk or chat with any of my friends. Normally I reply or call back immediately after someone contacts me.
I also think that I myself am a friendly person, i always try to help my friends whenever they ask for it.
And i feel awful when I find myself all by myself, no friends to hangout with, i mean have taken initiatives to make a plan for hanging out with my so-called friends, but no luck in that, and whenever I call my friends just to chat they say they are busy and will call back, but they never do. It’s like the forces of nature is telling me that I’m not worth the time better just stop trying to call.
So from now I have decided that I will never try to make any friends myself. Hell I even go to movies all by myself, so why not right? What do you guys think?
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This post exactly describes my life right now. I have so called “friends” but none of them want to hang out with me. Whenever I try to contact them they ignore me or say that they were sick. I was tired of hearing excuses and decided to stop trying. I have spend my first semester of college as a loner. I eat, sleep, study….alone. I don’t really seek to have friends. Every once in a while, someone approaches me as a potential “friend” but they always leave sooner or later. I do not feel sad that I am always alone, rather I feel at peace. There is no need for me to constantly worry about others. I can just do whatever I want and nobody would care.
True so true
I think it’s a lot less useless drama when you’re so alone all the time.
Personally I love to go to the movies alone especially if there’s not a lot of groups in the movie theatre it is so peaceful and feels more knowledgeable than being distracted by someone else’s drama.
You can still laugh by yourself.
For about 20 years I would only go see a movie with someone. Then I finally understood it would be good to go by myself. I loved it.
Do I speak, or do I stay quiet, I wasn’t sure.. what. The Lord, was saying to me, about of that. But actually, presumably, we both knew, exactly. Begotten, practically, as if, each other. Castor, to Pollux. Too much information, so therefore… I’ll see you soon from, 5000, from before. The creative, to the creator. I was just messing… about, nothing, and nothing, at all. Everything, will be yours. It was just, man’s pure faith.. guiding, him. Always was, his plumb-line, in plateau’s resolution… surrounding, domain. Of the kingdom. ‘Amen.’ Praise, the Lord, ‘Amen.’
I like this.