I got my gun 16 years ago for the express purpose of being able to depart instantly. I did the research. Having it and the know how is one thing, using it is another.
Knowing I could be gone in a flash meant I was always free to risk trying to stay around another day. Years ago, in a really rough stretch, dying looked good every day and every minute of the day, but knowing I could die any second I chose to I was free to keep pushing on.
The things about this world that suck, suck badly. Until about three years ago I just wanted the hell off this planet. That was what I wanted for most of about 45 years.
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I got my gun 16 years ago for the express purpose of being able to depart instantly. I did the research. Having it and the know how is one thing, using it is another.
Knowing I could be gone in a flash meant I was always free to risk trying to stay around another day. Years ago, in a really rough stretch, dying looked good every day and every minute of the day, but knowing I could die any second I chose to I was free to keep pushing on.
Im tired of this world, the same stuff. What about You?
The things about this world that suck, suck badly. Until about three years ago I just wanted the hell off this planet. That was what I wanted for most of about 45 years.
If I had a gun I don’t even think I’d hesitate.