I AM READY TO KILL MYSELF I HAVE A CERTAIN PEACE ABOUT IT. I AM EXTREMELY LONELY AND DEPRESSED LIKE A INFINITE HOLE THAT I KEEP FALLING FURTHER AND FURTHER DOWN. I HAVE SUCH HEARTBREAK AND DESPAIR. I AM SO WEARY.
I’ve been ready to kill myself for 13 years. I get what you mean when you said you have found peace. That peace is very nice but now that I have been disturbed from my suicide for that long, the only thing that remains is annoyance. Now I will have to kill myself with no peace… no dignity.. only despair and mourning, anger even.. I hope I can kill myself soon. I’ve had everything ready to commit for 2 years. It seems to only be getting worse, if not terrible horrible and dreadful from just sorta bad (Ok really it really has always been terrible)
How long have you been working on or thinking about wanting to committing suicide?
Been wanting for awhile it is increased in the last few days…I have nothing to live for. I feel a sense of peace when I think about. I don’t have the will to speak, eat or even think. I just want to die.
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I’ve been ready to kill myself for 13 years. I get what you mean when you said you have found peace. That peace is very nice but now that I have been disturbed from my suicide for that long, the only thing that remains is annoyance. Now I will have to kill myself with no peace… no dignity.. only despair and mourning, anger even.. I hope I can kill myself soon. I’ve had everything ready to commit for 2 years. It seems to only be getting worse, if not terrible horrible and dreadful from just sorta bad (Ok really it really has always been terrible)
How long have you been working on or thinking about wanting to committing suicide?
Been wanting for awhile it is increased in the last few days…I have nothing to live for. I feel a sense of peace when I think about. I don’t have the will to speak, eat or even think. I just want to die.
It’s up to you to create something to live for everyone goes though that. i’m just saying you have to live for yourself.