I don’t know what I expected but I feel let down and alone. Life has went on and I’m expected to aswell, no medication, psychiatrist or anyone to turn too. I was given an appointment with adult mental health for two weeks time thinking I would get properly screened, but instead I’ve been given an appointment for a community nurse that I saw briefly when I was 14. No doubt because it’s thought she will know me better. Except, she caused crazy distress with my Foster parents, stayed up in my room for 4 hour sessions until I was exhausted and then eventually it was thought our sessions should end. Plus she will probably still remember my 14 year old self, with no respect for the adult I’ve become. Its humiliating really, to face a dysfunctional nurse after 5 years to admit that I haven’t actually gotten better at coping. I’m going to cancel the appointment.