I feel like my suicide is inevitable, like no matter how much progress I make or how much better I start to feel I eventually am always back to feeling hopeless and contemplating how to end it. Does anyone else feel like no matter what they do their life is just pointlessly building up to suicide- even if that death is far out in the future?
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Yes. We all must kick the bucket at some point. We can either do it ourselves or wait until the bitter, sad end.
Yes I already have it all planned out for January 1 of next year if nothing changes.
yes, i feel exactly the same way, im planning on doing it this year, im just waiting for a day so bad that the fear of the pain wouldn’t stand on my way, you know…