You won’t know if it was worth it for a long time. You can continue on or get off at the next stop. It’s up to you. If you need to talk then I got you. You don’t have to, but sometimes it helps to talk to someone similar to you. Whitewolf9438@gmail.com
Me too. Yet, it is a price worth paying according to all source around me. My family wants me alive and functioning, dash the cost. They say I’m living to share my struggle, to heal those in similar positions. It doesn’t feel that way, doesn’t mean it isn’t so. Despite my best efforts, or because of them, I’m not dead. The guilt remains, but so does the conviction that my life is worth something, and if others determine that to be worthy of honor or praise, well that’s fine. I’ll be here, waiting patiently for life to catch up.
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You won’t know if it was worth it for a long time. You can continue on or get off at the next stop. It’s up to you. If you need to talk then I got you. You don’t have to, but sometimes it helps to talk to someone similar to you. Whitewolf9438@gmail.com
Me too. Yet, it is a price worth paying according to all source around me. My family wants me alive and functioning, dash the cost. They say I’m living to share my struggle, to heal those in similar positions. It doesn’t feel that way, doesn’t mean it isn’t so. Despite my best efforts, or because of them, I’m not dead. The guilt remains, but so does the conviction that my life is worth something, and if others determine that to be worthy of honor or praise, well that’s fine. I’ll be here, waiting patiently for life to catch up.