I cut people off when they start getting close to me because I’m afraid of how great our companionship can be. I feel like I’m afraid of happiness because I know it doesn’t last very long. I refused to talk to anyone who was “gaining on me” today for this reason. I feel regretful for letting them in this much but I’m also glad at the same time. Does this make me a sociopath? Am I too fucked up to ever give friendship a chance ever again?
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I don’t think you’re a sociopath since you’re considerate enough to keep other people from getting stained by darkness inside you. I can relate to your dilemma. Unfortunately, we’re born among social animals but not all of us fit in, just like your name suggests.