General by spookichick 6/7/2019 written by spookichick 6/7/2019let’s play truth without the dare.reveal a secret that you haven’t told anyone.i’ll begin.i wish that i didn’t have a child. 13 comments 0EmailRelated postsThis Episode Is Out Of My Control… 8/7/2020Hello 8/7/2020Disordered and Done 8/6/2020I’m hurting inside. I just want to be... 8/6/2020Help? – Ok, with Self-Hate.. 8/6/2020VI 8/6/2020Is anyone even here? 8/5/2020Methods 8/5/2020There’s just no escape, is there? 8/5/2020Catfish turned psycho, Psycho turned catfish… 8/5/202013 comments Wisp 6/7/2019 - 7:22 pmI’ve never been completely honest Log in to Reply spookichick 6/8/2019 - 2:07 pmi believe that there are situations in which being “completely honest” can be harmful/hurtful to oneself or to others. i think that being totally honest with oneself is most important in healing, but can cause one to experience anxiety, fear, and depression. that is where defence mechanisms kick in and are there to protect you from yourself, and that is, in my opinion, a good thing. being completely honest with others, in my opinion, can only happen if you feel safe, strong enough to take risks, and confident in who you are at your core, if you are not in that mind-set, i think that not being “completely honest” is a necessary evil. Log in to Reply rocketman 6/7/2019 - 7:58 pmI wish I’d been rich instead of good looking! Hey you know that’s my style!!! Anyways trying to be serious and deep like you! I wish god dam! I got so many of them! 🙂 I wish I’d never been born? Nah! you’ll hear that over and over! But yeah I’m going to go with that, I wish I’d never been born. Log in to Reply spookichick 6/8/2019 - 2:17 pmsometimes being “serious and deep like you!” is a curse. i think that you are very likeable, funny, kind, generous and smart. you have entertained many people on this site, distracting them from their own issues. at the same time you have used your intellect to help them to deal with those issues. also, you are very creative! i wish that you didn’t wish you would “never been born” xox Log in to Reply rocketman 6/8/2019 - 4:35 pmThank you! 🙂 Log in to Reply Alchymides 6/7/2019 - 8:00 pmWish my Daddy didn’t keep so much pride in his one and only son 🙁 Log in to Reply spookichick 6/8/2019 - 2:19 pmdo you mind elaborating? Log in to Reply shatterediris 6/7/2019 - 8:09 pmI don’t feel safe being honest with people that I know. Log in to Reply LostLittleGirl 6/7/2019 - 10:34 pmsomething i’ve never told anyone … hm .. ok … i don’t cut to relieve emotional pain , i cut because it’s the only way i can feel something Log in to Reply Ronin no seppuku 6/8/2019 - 12:12 amI promised my best friend that I would tell him if I ever got this bad again, but here I am, and he has no idea. Log in to Reply deep.abyss 6/8/2019 - 7:55 amI’m afraid to love, but mostly I’m afraid to opening up myself for someone that honestly and explicitly. I’m tired of myself but I dont want people to know that because they will stop liking me or they will just stop being with me. I’m mad at my mom too, I just wish I will disappear so that she wouldn’t have to tell me lies anymore. Everything is just so fucked up Log in to Reply SleeplessMind 6/9/2019 - 1:30 amI self-destruct in ways that would make most people cringe. It would be healthier to cut again. Log in to Reply Cause of Death: Suicide 6/10/2019 - 5:06 amI want to kill myself as soon as humanly possible by shotgun slug to head and I’ve been trying to do this for almost 15 years. I’ve never desired or hoped for anything else except maybe than to die very very very young. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribeAllReplies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.