Hello guys. Does anyone remember me? I thought I would never rant here again but here we go I guess… Fking insomnia.. I havent slept or eaten in 2 days and nights and damn I feel really bad. My furst girlfriend had just left me.. We were stull making up like 3 days ago.. Then she would just not talk to me for the whole day when we were out together so I asked whats wrong. And bcs I was drunk I also asked how she really feels about me. Turns out the answer was not what I expected… I really dont get it I really thought things are going well. She told me me that she never really had feelings for me but I kinda think thats a lie… She is still hung up on her ex and I just went on it too hard and she got scared… Idk. I still think I did the right thing but the voice in the back of my mind keeps telling me me t I just screwed up and she would eventually want to get in a real relationship with me if I didnt rush it so much… Like I didnt rush it that much I have known her for couple months now but perhaps I could have waited more… At least I could still kiss her even if she didnt mean it seriosly. Why do girls hang up on their exes so much I just dont get it… Like they will let one guy fuck em over and over for years… Idk why I am ranting on this side… I am not trying to kill myself.. just anyone wanna talk maybe?? Havent slept for 2 nights and its getting a bit paranoid…
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Nah.. why am I trying to fool myself.. it probably was not a lie. She just never really had feelings for me. Fml
Damn I have never experienced panic attacks but I think this is it…
FWIW, I experienced a panic attack once. It was awful. It scared me. It lasted maybe 24 hours. Later I learned that my body could have handled it for about 48 hours with any real harm. But it was awful, man it was awful.
I hope you can get some sleep soon. Just an idea here… the sleep we think we got and what we really got can differ quite a bit….
Ye I maybe got a few hours last night this one not for sure.. Although my heart is racing for hours I know my body can hadle it. Its quite similar like drug withrawl which would make sence since its probably similar neurochemically. I just dont know if my brain can handle that.
Sounds like BAD TIMING! Never get drunk and ask someone how they feel about you! 🙂 The voice of experience talking here! At least she didn’t chase you with a butcher knife that’s a good sign!
Never know about why a guy girl stay’s hung up on someone?
Was she with him a long time? Also seeing how you move so slowly perhaps she thinks your not serious?
You could have asked that question when she wasn’t in the best mood too!
LOVE TROUBLES LOVE TROUBLES!
Coin Toss, I’d say follow your instincts stay sober you moved slowly for a reason? Maybe your not so sure about her? Anyways I hope things work out for you in your best interest. Lot’s of fish in the sea! Sometimes you have to throw them back.
Nah its not that Im moving slowly its the opposite… She just isnt ready for a relationship and I love her too much to be just friends or friends with benefits or shit like that… I think I just have to leave her. It hurts so much tho.
Well the story doesn’t end always the way we want it too, I would follow your instincts even if it hurts, I’ve done that and well things take time you don’t want to do the rebound thing, there is someone out there!
I’m sorry to see that you’re here again. I mean I wish things were going smoothly for you.
I remember you….
I’m sorry that your girlfriend was kind of a scummy person. It sucks trying to date somebody that cares more about their ex than they will care about you.
Of course I remember you, though I have nothing helpful to say.. But my sentiments are the same as Clipped-Wings.
I just hate that relationships these days are so much just games… just playing… like everything is ok she is so nice to me we are making out, it totally looks like we are in a relationship but as soon as I actually tell her that I really like her and I mean it seriously with her she just gets scared and not interested… Like you have to pretend that you dont really need the other person coz otherwise they will just take you for granted and therefore not even want you anymore… thats such a fking bullshit man..
I know 🙁
A thought has come to my mind, I have a cat that loves me so much it’s world revolves around me! it’s pretty Pathetic that a cat can love me more than a human.