I got fired from my job. Some randome guy started yelling racial slurs at me and yelles “you fucking *****” over and over because he came into the store 2 minutes before closing and we had nothing left to sell. Something broke inside me and I swore at him. I was immediately told to take 2weeks of unpaid leave. Its now been 3 weeks and my bosses havent responded.
My only friends were at that job. Ive been there for 3 years and now. Poof. My boyfriend was at that job. We’ve been together for almost 2 years now. We just got into a fight because ive been stressed out with work and school and now he says he wants a break. I have no one. I have nothing left and Ive been looking around the house to see where I can hang myself. I bought pills a few years ago but theyre expired and i only have 3. I have pills for epilepsy that might so something. Or theres a bridge down the road I can jump off. Or hang off. I’m numb right now. Thinking about me dying just feels right. It feels good. I want to fucking die right now. Roll of the dice which one would be the fastest