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I’m here again. Not for long

by maddie_kay

I got fired from my job. Some randome guy started yelling racial slurs at me and yelles “you fucking *****” over and over because he came into the store 2 minutes before closing and we had nothing left to sell. Something broke inside me and I swore at him. I was immediately told to take 2weeks of unpaid leave. Its now been 3 weeks and my bosses havent responded.

My only friends were at that job. Ive been there for 3 years and now. Poof. My boyfriend was at that job. We’ve been together for almost 2 years now. We just got into a fight because ive been stressed out with work and school and now he says he wants a break. I have no one. I have nothing left and Ive been looking around the house to see where I can hang myself. I bought pills a few years ago but theyre expired and i only have 3. I have pills for epilepsy that might so something. Or theres a bridge down the road I can jump off. Or hang off. I’m numb right now. Thinking about me dying just feels right. It feels good. I want to fucking die right now. Roll of the dice which one would be the fastest

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Cause of Death: Suicide 6/18/2019 - 6:28 pm

You should just get another job. Just because you’ve had that job for 3 years doesn’t mean that is the only f*ckin job. You can get a better job probably and meet new people (if that is what you are in to.) I’ll never be able to hold a job lol. I was supposed to kill myself at 18 before I ever had to get a job to avoid that problem. I’d prefer to die extremely young than have to grow up and work for some capitalistic machine just so I can find a way to get away from (not have to live with) my child molestors, you know? It’s been 7 years since I turn 18 and I still have no savings, nothing, no way to get away from my child molestors.

Wisp 6/19/2019 - 9:15 am

It’s not as easy as ‘just getting another job’…

shatterediris 6/19/2019 - 10:39 am

That guy was an ass. I don’t think you should really miss your job your manager didn’t have your back there, so doesn’t deserve to have you 🙁 There are other jobs, yes they are sometimes hard to actually get.

Good luck, I hope things go well for you. xD

lonewolf23 6/19/2019 - 9:00 pm

Fuck that asshole! Punkass customers like him deserve to get their car or house egged.

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