I miss who I was before. I was kept so stupid I didn’t realize that I was stupid. Life was better when I wasn’t thinking so much like I am now. Thinking and thinking. I feel like I’m losing a fight with myself. Every fucking day it’s just the same shit. Why do I even try? I’m going to be poor no matter what.
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You are winning the fight because you are thinking, I think all the time the wheels never stop! Sometimes what you think about determines what you get back, sometimes you get more than you think! Keep the wheels turning and also kick back and take a break now and then, put on the gas and also coast. things will improve but keep yourself from getting burned out, it takes time to accomplish big goals, don’t be impatient.
Of course you will always be poor, but a lot of people are… seems only Barbie and Ken dolls aren’t these days. I don’t know why…