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by SwimmingPearls

Just had another anger attack for no reason at all. When i do, i start hitting myself and bumping my head against the wall, i start pulling of my hair untill it comes out,i try to scream (but i dont because there is usually someone near),i cut my wrists and legs by myself and i get in a violent mood. I cant contol my rage, and furor is fucking killing me. In exactly 15 days im finaly going to the Psychrist and get a medication. My parents want’s me to get medicated since a couple of years ago, but i totaly refused to be narcotized. But as a consecuence of my constant bad temper increase,im forced by my mother to get doped by a Psychrist.In some way,she might be right. Maybe getting medicated is a good option. Honestly speaking, i did everything to get rid of depression and rage attacks but nothing worked, so i must try the Psychrist’s medication. Im finally getting the help i always needed and im fucking scared and embarassed. I hope it works out. Good Luck for me.  :'(

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Cause of Death: Suicide 7/4/2019 - 3:02 am

Taking medication was the worst thing I’ve ever done in my life. It completely ruined me. I had my worse dose at 20 and I only took it for 5 months and gained 50 pounds in that time. I hope the medication that you get put on doesn’t harm you like it harmed me. So just be careful. If I could go back in time I would have never took the medication. It never helped at all, only caused grave harm.

a1957 7/4/2019 - 9:59 am

Thank you once again for sounding the alarm about meds. I was offered them once but thanks to people just like yourself sounding the alarm, I declined. Seeing for myself what meds have done to others, it just wasn’t worth whatever brief respite they might, just might, have provided. There are other ways to go about it. Besides, when you use them you learn nothing.

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