i just cant do it. i lost my life before it even started. i refuse to have a child even though i want one. i cant have my dream. i dont work well with people. friends. relationships. forget it. i have no reason to be here. this world is better off with one less me.
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That’s irrational.. if you want a child then have one! You just need to put yourself in a better state of mind!! It is your god-given right to reproduce because you are given that capability, but you yourself need to be healthy and have a healthy reproductive system and be able to raise one. I hope you get your dream 🙂
No I really wish it was that simple however unlike others (I’m specifically talking about someone I know no one on here) I’m more responsible than that. I’m not mentally in a state of mind where I can and it’s not as simple to just be there. And I also refused to take care of another life fucked up on one drug (weed) or narcotic (antidepressants) all of that just seems highly irresponsible and like a damn good chance to ruin the kids life and further worsen mine. Everything about it is a horrible idea.
As far as my dream I also have physical things stopping me. So there’s nothing to be done there.
” i dont work well with people. friends. relationships. forget it. i have no reason to be here. this world is better off with one less me.”
I Don’t really like to work with people, friends, relationships unless they want to work with me, I’m usually always better on my own I can count on me, if it’s your habits that get in the way then change them if you desire, if not then just do what you want, move on to another dream that you can do, don’t box yourself in to just one, your purpose in life is up to you.
It’s not my habits it’s my bipolar disorder. Plus you shouldn’t have to change yourself for others. If you do they dont really care about you. However if you want to work with yourself to make your mental disorders more livable that’s different.
” Plus you shouldn’t have to change yourself for others.” I agree I don’t 🙂