how selfish would it really be to take my life? i mean in all honesty i’d be dead. yeah thinking about how “hurt” my family would be sucks but if i’m not here to see it i guess it wouldn’t really matter. lately i’ve seen how much my parents don’t love me. at least they don’t show it. they constantly try to degrade me. making me feel worthless. school has also been really fucking stressful. life all together. i think it’s better if i just wasn’t breathing any more.
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Have you tried medication???
Please dont take your own life
no i haven’t i refuse to take medicine to make me happy. plus i don’t think it’s really help me
Yeah. I always went by the rule that if I was gonna “fake happy” I was gonna do it without drugs. But, for me anyway, there’s taking happy then there’s getting rid of hallucinations that physically attack me. Yep that was my limit lol
This is where I’m at right now. What stands between me and suicide is what my suicide would do to my family. But you reach a point where u go through with it regardless just to turn off the pain, im sure u know the feeling. I’m nearly starting to resent my family at this stage, im bound to this hellish existence because of them, I want out, and would of checked out long ago if not for them
yeah I can relate. my parents aren’t the worse but I can say they are the reason I am the way I am.
Classic thats how i feel too
Im really not okay now..