Hey, it’s been a while. I feel like shit. I don’t know what to do or how to make it all go away. I’m tired, not the kind of “tired” that you just want to rest but the one that you’re physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually drained. I just want all of this to end. So i’m going to do it. Not now but soon. Days like these will be over. I’m just holding on for the final hours. It will be over soon.