Fucked Up

I get good grades, I’m well behaved, everybody expects me to be perfect. However, last year I got suspended from
high school and there’s a chance that I’m gonna get suspended again. I’m always fucking up, ending it all would make it so much easier. Not only am I getting in trouble at school, at work, at home, everyone hates me. I’m drifting from my friends, there’s literally no one there for me. Fuck my life.