Why would i keep trying my life is a huge mess im almost turning 20 and i have achieved nothing in my life, I have been suffering from anxiety from young age and depression for the last 5 years and it only gets worse, i wish i had the balls to tell my parents how fucked up i am but i don’t want to disapoint them. So i just sit here alone again thinking how crap my life is and why i keep trying? normaly i had an amazing friend to go to about how i felt and it was just amazing to have somone being there for you sadly she is now to busy for me mostly and not seems to care as much, but can i blame her for not sticking around a terrible person like me, no not realy. if you read thru this thanks 🙂 and i wonder why you keep trying ?
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Hi <3
My reason for trying is.. because of my partner. In my darkest times my partner is my reason to keep trying.. though he is normally the reason why I get to those dark places too.
If you think about it.. I believe those who care about you will be more disappointed that you did not speak up rather than disappointed that you do. It sucks to dissappoint the people that you love, but what about disappointing yourself? People who love and care for you only want the best for you, and suppressing how you are feeling is not the best thing for you.
Thinking that someone is not speaking to you as much as they used to does not need to mean you are a terrible person. There could be all sorts of reasons! Please remember that 🙂
I know that the world can be a lonely place. But once you start being there for yourself more, you start to realize that you only really need yourself, and having other people is only a bonus, not a necessity. Hope you are smiling <3
i guess you right yeah thank you
I agree with you…though I wouldn’t say life is terrible….it’s just become so lackluster. It feels like the way forward is just another old path traveled.