but i can’t.
the fear of failing again will make my parents yell at me and then they’ll be extremely angry and disappointed (instead of understanding) and they’l just go back to the same old shit they always do. No one ever understands (my therapist and my psych do but it’s been a long time since I last saw them). Teachers don’t really understand. No one ever does.
Why are we still forced to study useless crap we’ll never use in the future — if there EVEN is one. There shouldn’t be school anymore because the world is turning to shit and we’ll be dead sooner or later — no more time for that useless school crap. We should just be spending the rest of our lives trying to enjoy whatever’s going to be left on Earth. But noooo, the same old shit goes on.
I just want to escape from this life.
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i dont know if this helps, but if you think about it, although the world is going to shit, there’s still a chance that everything can be fixed. if you want to be apart in making the world less shitty, think of school as a stepping stone for that. school is indeed really stressful though, i hope things get better for you in the end.
Sometimes a reaction to fear is one of anger. Maybe they aren’t angry at you just scared of losing their child. Did you ever try talking to them and explaining how life is difficult for you in a calm environment? It’s difficult for anyone to understand anything they dont know.