but i can’t.
the fear of failing again will make my parents yell at me and then they’ll be extremely angry and disappointed (instead of understanding) and they’l just go back to the same old shit they always do. No one ever understands (my therapist and my psych do but it’s been a long time since I last saw them). Teachers don’t really understand. No one ever does.
Why are we still forced to study useless crap we’ll never use in the future — if there EVEN is one. There shouldn’t be school anymore because the world is turning to shit and we’ll be dead sooner or later — no more time for that useless school crap. We should just be spending the rest of our lives trying to enjoy whatever’s going to be left on Earth. But noooo, the same old shit goes on.
I just want to escape from this life.