Been feeling suicidal for the past few months.i have a long history of depression and anxiety. I truly just wish I could end my life. But there is no easy way. I am afraid. Not particularly of death. I feel like I have no control of my life. It just been dictated by those around me. It had made me sick and I just want to escape. I cant live with them anymore. I dont wanna be around them anymore. But I have no job, no social services. The last time i tried leaving. I was forced to go back
.no one understands. I want my freedom. I just want to be free. I just wish I had an opportunity , someone who will give me a chance
I am tired of the abuse, the control, the anger I feel . I just want to be free. When I die, I hope they will know that they are the ones that killed me.
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Ya I am in a very similar situation actually, I’ve been waiting to commit suicide for 13 years now.. my last day was planned for summer 2012. I have no idea why I am alive today.
So let me understand something here. This person, Cause of Death: Suicide, can say whatever the fuck they want. Along with anyone else here but my opinion doesnt matter. Even though I have personally see, this person specifically, be rude and uncalled for. However if you feel that calling down peoples sexuality is fine just because this person is a lesbian that needs everyone to know she was raped, what’s the number today? Because you’re always changing it. Then the admin to this site really needs to think about what they are doing. You cant single an individual out but allow everyone else to be assholes. I personally feel this site should be removed from existence, there is nothing good here and admin has no idea how to run it.