Been feeling suicidal for the past few months.i have a long history of depression and anxiety. I truly just wish I could end my life. But there is no easy way. I am afraid. Not particularly of death. I feel like I have no control of my life. It just been dictated by those around me. It had made me sick and I just want to escape. I cant live with them anymore. I dont wanna be around them anymore. But I have no job, no social services. The last time i tried leaving. I was forced to go back
.no one understands. I want my freedom. I just want to be free. I just wish I had an opportunity , someone who will give me a chance
I am tired of the abuse, the control, the anger I feel . I just want to be free. When I die, I hope they will know that they are the ones that killed me.