ill be honest….i cant see me making it through the day. i think i can leave the alcohol alone for now. but a joint seems inviting.
i rolled it. just dont smoke it right? i want to forget reality though. but hes proud of me. i dont want to ruin that.
he is happy that i made it past my last record of a week. and i did tell him no matter what id be sober the day of his bday. yeah i had to tell him…i knew it was a matter of time before i messed up and i didnt what to have to tell him because i messed up so i figured id tell him while he still had a chance to be proud of me. but he disappeared what looks an hour ago. i hope hes ok. he just stopped messaging me but it says hes still online.
oh btw shhhh if i do light it i dont exactly plan on telling him. yes he has access to read my posts BUT he never reads them unless i show him so im sure itll be fine.
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Do your best, today might be a good day to get out so you don’t think about it all day. Walk, drive, hike, fish.
i live in the north end and being female i think id rather no walk lol. i dont have a license. and i havent bought my fishing stuff yet. i usually use my grandfathers but i would like my own now.
That’s sensible. I live in a pretty safe area so I don’t worry or think about that.
remind me again why a little bit of weed is a bad idea? lol
Cause you need allot. Lol:)
right. that whole thing about not stopping at 1 lol
Not even…
this is the way we roll our joints, roll our joints. this is the we roll our joints so late in the afternoon (havent yet but thinking about it) besides….as long as i dont light it, right?
Sounds like playing with fire.
I just wouldn’t lie about it if you do light up. If he does by chance login and see you did it he would be more hurt that you lied than if you slipped up once during the month.
In the event you do light up, you will still be able to say that you were sober the better part of the entire month which is better than not.
I know this isn’t very discouraging but I really don’t have a problem with smoking or drinking in moderation so it hard to just tell you never to do anything.
literally playing with fire lol. thats how you light it.
youre probably right though. i should tell him
No their not going to play with fire, they wasn’t to smoke the fire
*want to smoke the fire
lol
We over-complicate things while trying to simplify them. I just took all the rest of my happy sauce and I probably won’t get any more for a while. Oh, the horror. If you lived here, we could be sober together and throw plates at my neighbor! It’d be fun.
That does sound like fun but may I ask why were throwing plates at your neighbor?
Because he’s an annoying simp.
Simpleton? I’ve seen the word around a lot lately. But never really figured out what it meant lol
It’s like calling him an effeminate wishy-washy blah-man who’s scared of confrontation and so whines to the managers about things that make no sense to anyone but him. I.E. His wife is allergic to cats, and he claims she can smell them through insulated walls. I only found out when a maintenance guy came by to look for holes in my wall. First strike.
That’s not how cat allergies work…yeah ok let’s throw plates at him
We could also throw plates at the HR people at work. They laid 3/4 of the workforce off last week because “business is too slow,” and this week, they have the remainder of the staff working 12’s, 6 days a week to fill all the massive, record-breaking orders they’ve received. Meh, not my problem anymore.
Lol that’s sounds like its their problem. I’ll get the popcorn and pizza if you get the booze then we can sit back and watch lol