It doesn’t matter if I die today,
tomorrow, or years from now.
It will still hurt you the same.
i always wondered about robin williams death. what happened that someone so amazing, so well loved, could just……commit suicide. well i finally read up on it today and for those interested…https://www.vanityfair.com/hollywood/2018/05/robin-williams-death-biography-dave-itzkoff-excerpt
paranoia, staring into nothingness, banging your head off walls……
what happened to him, looking at both situations from a few steps back obviously they arent exactly the same, is almost like a perfect mirror of my life. if someone like him couldnt find help, couldnt be save, what chances do i have?
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I enabled comments if you want to talk. It seems easier then talking on the other post.
Yeah, it is.
You don’t have to give up because you had a drink though. That’s the beauty of it. You just pick up where you left off when you’re ready. You have to want to, it’s great that others do too but if you don’t want to it’s just punishment and you don’t have to do that to yourself.
Whatever you decide we aren’t here to judge, just support.
You are so right. And….much like the rest of my life, theres pros and cons to both. I’m smarter sober. But the mental instability. I’m not suicidal drunk/high. But I’m so out of it and the bad trips….wow. so I basically just stick with what I do.
Does it work if you only drink and smoke on the weekends or every few days? That’s how I do it, just forget about the week on the weekends.
Not really… 🙁
On another note: The first paragraph of this post is very thought provoking…
May I ask what it made you think?
That holding on to be there for family is only delaying the pain they will endure in the end. It’s like asking them if they want to be tortured now or later and makes it seem like a bad excuse to wait.
I’m sorry if I made suicide seem like a good idea. I wasnt trying to reinforce it.
The man was a legend and a gentleman! The only celebrity death that actually moved me, the world has been less funny since his departure.
I can agree. I typically dont mich care, its just another human, but when he died I definitely felt it and the world has not been funny since.
RIP Robin Williams
For what it’s worth DOA happy 420 anyway.
Yes!
I totally forgot about that!!! Thnx 😛
how i celebrated 4/20. got so stoned i forgot how to english XD XD XD XD
I did the same. Can’t pass up that kind of once a year excuse to be high.
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What if he did it because he knew about all this covid19 conspiracy stuff? Not saying I believe that.. but personally I can’t imagine why he’d do it and that makes sense to me in a weird way.
If you read the artical I attached, close to the end i think, why he did it will make A LOT of sense. He was basically going insane.
Right, I got distracted by the comments and forgot you linked something, haha
What if the world ended on a day that you had your party
Last thoughts? Do you want people studying that? Does your answer matter? Does theirs? What now.
My phone added “party”… I think we see where AI stands lmao
Sorry to hear that. Having been there I can tell you that the little things kept me going, but I still wanted to kill myself. I don’t know how much hope there is for you vs Robbie Williams. But I do know you have hope. People on here who care about you in the measure they can and you are pretty resilient considering you’re still among us despite the depression. Hope you stay at least one more day. You rock. Also does DOA stand for Dead on Arrival?
Yes it does. Unless I’m drinking then it’s drunk on arrival XD XD XD