thank you everyone for being supportive while my friend and i were going through this hard time the past few days. and thank you abnormal thoughts for being there to talk to me about it all.
i think the ones that were watching my posts the last few days might be interested to know that things are doing better. im still not happy about it but abnormal thoughts said “don’t hurt yourself more”. talking to him made me feel betrayed but not talking to him made my heart ache. and abnormal thoughts was right. it hurt a lot more. so i gave him another chance and we talked about it. i made it clear that i wasnt happy and my thoughts on the other person isnt changing but its nice inside talking to him again 🙂