I kinda wanted to die because I wanted to escape this lifes problems but I don’t think that death will bring me the relief I want. I think that suffering might be present even after death because I might exist in a different way. I think there is another realm after death, I wish there was nothing because I want to die and that’s it.
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I too don’t think it’s as easy as just checking out of a shitty motel. Depictions of heaven and hell in scripture / pop culture are nonsense but there just might be something beyond the pale. There’s always the What If.
Better tread cautiously the edge of the abyss.
Do you have that feeling like we might be trapped and not able to escape this be it life or death as easy as we want?
I’m not sure but sometimes I fancy myself as an eternal weakchin lowlife that’s been offing itself since ages only to be reborn again, only to face even worse kind of life events over and over again. There’s a way this vicious cycle can be broken but I don’t know how. It’s looney shit I know but I worry about it.
If only we could go back in time millions of years so we could ask our ancient primate ancestors whether they believe in an afterlife. I mean, if we could do it, they’d probably answer by grunting and bashing someone with a big stick.
I admire your caution! Yes, this is the most important decision one can make, if one ever comes to the point of considering it a choice. Beware of the New Age stuff out there if you’re to research on what’s out there; I too used to consider them, but then found out that they’re lies from the demons, like ill-intentioned whisperings in one’s ear.
But yeah, this is the most significant and meaningful thing we can coiceive of! To pursue God and the truth, in prayer, love and humility.