Hey, to anyone who cares. It’s been 7-8 years since I’ve posted here. I don’t know why I remembered this site tonight, in this moment, or why I still remembered my misspelled username and account password. I don;t know why I decided to even write anything. Maybe if you’re looking for a sign, this is it. If you believe that kind of thing.

I’m alive. 8 years and I’m still alive. It got better for me.

Sure, I still struggle with depression. Sure, it gets tough. After all, I did still think of this website. But I learned how to manage. I learned how to outlast the pain. I know some people may not be able to. And that’s okay. We’re all hurting here, in one way or the other.

But listen.

I made it through. It took most of those 8 years but I made it. Maybe you’re almost there. There’s hope in that.