I’m crushing on someone for the first time in over a year, but he likes someone else. We are so close, best friends; sometimes i think im enough and that he likes me but at the end of the day i know he doesn’t
if you saw my last post…I’m still drinking almost every night, its pretty bad right now. i started cutting again, which sucks i guess; most things suck though
everything is just so hard, i cry too much, i feel too much but at the same time i feel nothing at all. i don’t know what to do, or how to fix myself, i dont know if i can even fix myself or not. Maybe i deserve all this pain, maybe this life is meant for me.