Is anyone else suffering completely alone? I have alienated everyone who cared about me and I’m on the precipice. There is a tiny glimmer of hope I am holding onto but I fear it is only a matter of time before it is extinguished and I will fall into the pit of absolute despair. Anxiety is consuming me daily and nightly to the point I feel physically ill. I am constantly swaying between trying to be strong and hold on, and feeling completely hopeless and forsaken. I have no support system and I can’t cope with how I am feeling. I am terrified to live with the devastation if the tiny light of hope goes out, I can’t do it, I can’t bear it, it hurts too much and I can barely think straight anymore, I am so overwhelmed. I don’t know why I am posting this, I guess I am hoping someone reaches out to me or can give me some advice or encouragement to keep going. Thanks for reading if you got this far, I know it’s a lot.