Is anyone else suffering completely alone? I have alienated everyone who cared about me and I’m on the precipice. There is a tiny glimmer of hope I am holding onto but I fear it is only a matter of time before it is extinguished and I will fall into the pit of absolute despair. Anxiety is consuming me daily and nightly to the point I feel physically ill. I am constantly swaying between trying to be strong and hold on, and feeling completely hopeless and forsaken. I have no support system and I can’t cope with how I am feeling. I am terrified to live with the devastation if the tiny light of hope goes out, I can’t do it, I can’t bear it, it hurts too much and I can barely think straight anymore, I am so overwhelmed. I don’t know why I am posting this, I guess I am hoping someone reaches out to me or can give me some advice or encouragement to keep going. Thanks for reading if you got this far, I know it’s a lot.
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Life is full of ups and downs. Right now you feel overwhelmed, I was there only a few months ago, it’s the worst feeling. Not to say things get better but, given some time most people find the thoughts will calm for a while. I’m sure they’ll be back, as sure as they came and went they will come again, but some respite is comforting so you can build your strength to fight again.
I wish you luck in this battle. If you want to talk I’m here, I can add you on messenger too, I’m not the best person but I’m someone.
Thank you so much for your reply and taking the time to share some kind words. I’m not on messenger but I do have WhatsApp, how do we communicate information privately? It is hard to talk sometimes, especially feeling like this. I am glad you can understand how hard it is but sorry that you do too. I am not the best person either, thank you for reaching out and hope to hear from you soon.
I don’t have WhatsApp anymore, what about discord?
I just registered on discord, how do we link? My username is stormwolf7
Add me: Riku Gato#2905