My Suicide NoteRants screaming (on the inside) by just.forget.it 12/15/2020 written by just.forget.it 12/15/2020 I’ve officially ran out of motivation. I’m too tired and I’m sick of living. Everyone I’ve ever loved hates me and that’s okay. 7 comments 1 Email Related posts Closer 4/22/2021 me being a spoilsport right before my partner’s... 4/22/2021 4/21/2021 harassment! my favorite! /s 4/18/2021 More self loathing and self pity 4/16/2021 I just want someone to love me 4/13/2021 1:30 am internal dialogue 4/12/2021 I guess that I’ll just have to give... 4/11/2021 “pretty” 4/11/2021 I miss her so much 4/5/2021 7 comments Robert77 12/15/2020 - 10:45 pm I can relate for I have become very weary of life. I may not have been hated by everyone in my life but most all of them have turned their backs on me when I needed them the most. The person I loved the most definitely hates me with a passion. Log in to Reply sevsrose 12/30/2020 - 8:30 am Yes I feel so tired of life too, and the same for my loved ones, 99% have turned away, and I drove away my soulmate, he definitely hates me as well. This life is an endless abyss of suffering. Log in to Reply JudgeMeNot 12/16/2020 - 1:46 am You know what must be done. Log in to Reply firstname.lastname@example.org 12/16/2020 - 3:32 am What must be done? Log in to Reply email@example.com 12/16/2020 - 3:32 am What must be done? Log in to Reply ThouShallSee 12/16/2020 - 3:42 am Hmmm i dont know if this will help but. Fight and keep fighting because at the end of the war/battles you’ll feel better stronger and more Confident than before Log in to Reply Sbilko 12/16/2020 - 2:10 pm I have a video, perhaps it can help you, please do check it out: youtu.be/9QiE-M1LrZk So, the thing is that the more we do dopamine-rewarding things, the less motivation we feel to do everything else. I have been there, when I was playing 1 game for 1 month almost non-stop, and everything felt so hard, and I felt so tired. If that’s what you want to combat, I have some resources which really help me: getcoldturkey. com And the “Olauncher” app from the google play store. ColdTurkey is almost un-circumventable, which is why I love it. And the latter lets me see only the relevant apps in my phone. Of course, it’d be prefearable that I don’t use Internet nor electronics, but Uni makes it necessary. Please, do use these tools in order to gain a little distance from doing dopamine-heavy things, so that you can have a little more, clarity and focus in order to sort things out. I once found all my future plans shattered, so I felt really disoriented and confused. I felt like a person drowning in the middle of the ocean. I felt a void inside because of the lack of meaning, the lack of purpose. Yet I knew that I have only 1 life, so I searched for meaning, for the answers to all my questions, and found them all. Now I feel in order, the void inside is no more, and I look onwards with hope. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.