Absolutely horrible things happened to me. I don’t know what I did to deserve such a life, every time I think life can’t get any worse, life proves me wrong. I don’t know how much more I can take. There is no way to fix some of the damage that was done to me and everything seems kind of pointless. The whole world seems to be against me, it basically wants me to die and go to hell. I make enemies everywhere, I have no idea why. I even asked some acquaintances if they thought if I was a bad person or something and they all said I am one of the nicest person they met. Some even complimented my looks. Then why do people hate me for no reason? I can’t make a single friend to save my life. I am struggling just to stay alive and live another day. I live on less than 1 dollars per day and I am dirt poor with no job and mental disability. Can’t a single good thing happen to me? I wish I was never born.