I don’t know if you’re still here. I can’t claim to understand what your deal is. But it doesn’t matter– I could have, and should’ve handled that differently regardless of who you are. I feel like you were playing games with us here and that’s not appropriate, but maybe you couldn’t help yourself, but I still think that’s no excuse to act that way. No one wants to watch someone abandon their self respect and mutilate themselves. I know if anywhere were to be the place for that to be acceptable it would seem to be here. But it isn’t. And if we look at things honestly, that’s part of the reason why the site is like it is now. So many of us did the same in front of everyone else, and just kicked up drama and the mods got sick of it. I’m a hypocrite like the rest, but after all this time I’ve finally realized things aren’t just as simple as giving up and deciding to die. There’s a lot more to it than that. Don’t know what else to say. I’m not gonna give some lame motivational speech that nobody wants to hear or will listen to. Sorry guys. Bye.