First, I’m just going to take a moment to complain about the fairness of life, my spouse has been having chest pains again, and refuses to go to the doctor. I’m the one that’s suicidal and he’s killing himself. It’s frustrating.
Second thing, I watched the episode of Family Guy where Bryan gets addicted to the runners high. I have no endurance for running but I’ve always wanted to run, especially cross country stuff. I can walk all day long without wearing out but I can’t even run for 5 minutes. Lol. So anyways, I started Googling this and it takes usually 50-60 minutes to get a runners high, fuck that, I’m giving up on that right now, lol. More research shows it’s recently been discovered that the high comes from the endocanibinoid system, this is the same system that kicks in with self harm, and marijuana affects this system as well. So, no runners high for me, but I already have the self harm part down, I know that high, and I know marijuana, so 2 out of 3.
I know this post is kinda random but it was interesting information and I wasn’t about to go sharing it with normal people who would look at me like I’m crazy. Lol.