I feel like an alien in this f*cking world, It’s like I was in paradise and I did something wrong and I was sent to this living hell, the only thing I look forward to is to die one day. Nothing interest me, not money, women, nothing. I hated being human ever since I was a kid
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I meant to write as a title “Why was I born?” Fucking autocorrect
Maybe try psychedelic drugs, if you need to find something interesting.
I’m such a loser, I wouldn’t even know how to get my hands on them
Magic Mushrooms can be grown at home, cheaply. You can often just order them online. For example, in Canada people sell them online.
Might seem like a weird suggestion, but these things have helped people with these sorts of problems. Not guaranteed to work mind you, and there is a possibility of it backfiring too.
I say look in the unusual places if you’re not finding anything in the usual places.
psychedelic drugs are a good suggestion, but I will tell you this:
do NOT try acid. mushrooms only. acid fucks you up.
It’s difficult to be interested in anything when you’re down, it kinda blurs your judgment.
Well, I’ve been “down” for 44 years now and it sucks
I also don’t feel like I belong here in this hell. I have felt that most of my life. They say heaven there will be no more tears. Thats where I want to be.
Me too. I have postponed departure indefinitely, as far as I know, but yeah.
I was reading about Hana Kimura, a pro female wrestler and actress who committed suicide. Her final message to the world said she “was tired of being human.” I get it.