Update on last post

I could have rolled out easily and I did the moment he pushed me down but I let him do it because I knew he couldn’t do anything serious to me.
I don’t know how to feel about it, because I know it’s my fault but I don’t feel guilty.
My father isn’t a bad person, please don’t say anything against him in the comments.
It just hurt because my cat likes laying on my legs and now she couldn’t due to the burns.
I don’t know why all of you focused so much on the “idiot” part of my post, I didn’t mean it so harshly.Didn’t expect that I’d get so much attention, even if I knew this was a fast moving board.