Omg I’m glad to see this site is still up and running. I made several friends here that are still close to my heart!
That’s all the good news, the bad is, I don’t really have any advice! I came through to the other side using unconventional methods.
(I didn’t let doctors dope me up and essentially calm my personality down. I like my personality just the way it is. I was just tired of the depression brought on by anxiety)
Any who I’d like to drop a poem for all that’s interested in poetry! It’s about a friend I’ve made since I’ve got better.
Angie:
There’s not enough words or time in the day, to say all the things I’d like to say. But here’s my attempt at it anyway!
You have beauty that shines like a bright summer day, and a smile that always chases the clouds away.
You let me talk, you let me cry, there’s never a subject where I have to be shy.
We share in your life, we share in mine. The treasure of my day is knowing what’s on your mind.
Your beauty is surpassed by only your strength, courage and wisdom.
You refuse defeat!!
All this in a girl, when she says my name, it fills me with hope then I know it’s ok.
Well, this has been my poem, what else can I say? Except……….
I FUCK’N LOVE YOU ANGIE
forever and always??
Yours forever,
Lola.
5/28/21
8 comments
so good to hear!!
Thank you!! This site helped me so much to just talk out my problems.
Strangers can be so nice sometimes.
Hope everything is good for you!!!
Glad to hear keep going no matter what. May peace be with you
Thank You so much!! If peace hasn’t found you yet, please keep searching.
It will get better.
This site has helped me understand and be able to make breakthroughs in my suffering throughout the years being an anonymous reader and now member. My own suffering is from within because I have a good life but my own issues and lack of self care have put me in a huge bind recently. Tomorrow is the day I make a decision on how to remedy everything and I am very afraid because past issues will have probably show up because of everything and the resurfacing of those issues will make this hard because I will have to make significant lifestyle changes that I will have to live by even passed being ridden of the main physical health issues. Managing the mental issues will be hard since the meds I am on have made the issues resurface and I don’t know what I will have to do but I am willing to do whatever to feel physically well again and to cut even more of the mental stress out by having a more healthy body. Seeing such a positive positive post is like hope these are the posts that fill me with courage and make me not wanna cry and feel afraid for my life. I hope you have yourself a wonderful rest of the year and may the rest of your life be like how it is where you are at peace and happy.
I’m so happy that my post gave you a little hope and maybe a little light to see through the darkness your in.
I’m not a professional but from what I’ve seen, if it’s not a emergency surgery, quick/one-fix solutions never solve anything.
The best solutions usually involve time and patience, and that even goes for emergency surgery!
I enjoyed reading what you wrote!!
And I’m not sure what your planning today (Monday) but before you do anything tooooo drastic, hit me up
http://www.Instagram.com/brick_batt
Love and best wishes, Wednesday L.
🙂 I’m glad you’re doing better, that’s awesome!
Lol sorry, I’m pretty late to comment. I hope life will continue to get better and better for you, you sound like a cool person!
You can never be to late with such kind words!! Thank You soooo much!!!
Lol I don’t know how cool I am, but if you’d like to, I’m a musician/artist, you can check out my YouTube & Insta
http://www.youtube.com/foxbrimbus
http://www.instagram.com/brick_batt