i don’t really know why i feel like this website is a good place to talk about it and i don’t know what i wanna get out of it, but overall i’ve found myself feeling empty and numb in my everyday life,i could have fun hanging out with friends on the rare occasion i see them but the second they aren’t around i’m back to feeling empty and extremely lonely again. i’m not sure that i want to kill myself but i don’t want to be around, everything is so much effort and i know if my circumstances changed then i would probably be fine overall but i feel stuck and that nothing will change anytime soon.
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Hi, thanks for posting, please feel welcome, and we hope your mood improves 🙂
Feeling down is normal, perhaps it’s partially due to lack of physical exercise? Perhaps you’re with people you don’t click with? Perhaps some other community attracts you? Perhaps you feel a void inside your chest and need to search for meaning? Perhaps it’s because of Covid, that we all feel a bit down? Perhaps going out a bit more, in nature and such, can improve your mood?
The feeling is normal, I too used to feel it, but things got better. I found all my purpose and everything, when I entrusted everything in God, and from then on felt like a baby in his mother’s arms ^^,
yeah nature and religion aren’t really my things, and covid didn’t hit hard where i live we’ve been covid free for like a year or so here, i am hoping that something changes to find purpose
Well I don’t have any answers on purpose, I’m adrift myself in that area. This is a space that it is very easy for me to be emotionally honest, something I struggle with in my day to day life. Things will change, unavoidably, and the thing to wonder is how that change will relate to you.
Welcome to the community. We’re a morose group, but with a really good sense of humor and empathy. I’ll leave you with my take on feeling nothing; let it be, allow yourself to be aimless, purposeless. Sometimes emotions need room to breath.
i don’t really understand what you mean by emotions need room to breath to be honest, and i’m unsure what letting it be will do for me
welcome to the site, I hope you find comfort here.
“i’m not sure that i want to kill myself but i don’t want to be around”
many of us feel this way. I can’t speak for everyone, but I know for a fact that you’re not alone in feeling like this.
I’ve previously described it as wanting a break from being conscious; like going into a coma until I feel ready to be alive again
yeah it’s not quite that feeling of not wanting to be conscious it’s more i don’t want to be living the life that i am, in my everyday life i feel worthless and lonely, and i don’t want to be alive when feeling that way, but yeah