I don’t know what I plan to do in life. All I know is that I’m going to leave home soon, possibly as soon as I turn 18. And go somewhere far away, I wanna see how far I can get before I die.
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Have a plan. Perhaps you hate your family and I understand the need and desire to leave. But you should be able to support yourself first.
The world is a very evil, cruel place that takes advantage of vulnerable people. Don’t do anything rash since you could end up in a worse bind than you are in now.
I’m indifferent towards most of my family, never understood how a blood relation meant you had to care about someone.
I understand the world is unkind, to say I’m fully prepared would be a lie although I do have saved money and a running car. I don’t plan to go for long though.
Thank you for your concern though!
I don’t know what’s up with you, your mental health or your living situation, but I do know that you are very young and no matter how you feel you are here for a reason. I suggest getting away and finding out who you are on your own terms. It might not be easy and you may have to work some shitty jobs and live with roommates, but you will be away from home and able to rethink the dying thing. I think that you deserve that opportunity as a young human being. I hope that you find something ir someone to help you stay anchored and alive. I can promise that you’ll find joy and happiness even if it’s briefly and you will be glad to be alive.
You need money so you can try a fresh start…