Utterly annoyed with life. I can not even talk to my spouse about any coping mechanism I use as to not yell or scream or hit…. without him getting triggered and abusive. I can not live like this anymore.
I want to run. Run until I can find an end. Run away over the streets, the cars, the houses… run away from everything and everyone. I will run. I will live. I will not give into any death call or abuse. I will survive!
But, until I can run I will stay here taking care of my little one. making her life better and get her away from anything abusive, vile, and potentially harmful….. myself…. eventually….one day.
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Wise plan, that. Hold on tight for the little one please n try not to pass the dark cloud over her head. Later when the bird’s left the nest, still might have some good years to you yet..